It's nights like last night and tonight.... where I lay down to bed completely fine... then start shaking... can't hold still.... chest so tight it hurts.... but I can't do anything.... just lay here and hope it goes away soon... curse my brains out and hope I dont wake anybody. Nights like these are long.... nights that turn into mornings... not sleeping until 3 or 4 am after spending an exhausting night trying to shut down your mind and escape for just a little while... escape the problems.... friends, school, work, anxiety, depression, health problems.... just escape all of it... its nights like these that I sometimes think about being tired of just being where I am in life... I just try my hardest to shut down for a few hours... just enough to make the next day bearable....
-You never know what somebody is hiding behind a smile...
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